This video captures the essence of who I am. At my core, I’m a giver and a healer. It hasn’t been easy to accept, but I’ve finally made peace with that truth. Everyone I loved, I loved for free. But you don't know how much I paid for that. The person in the video isn’t me, but their words resonated deeply with my heart.
Few facts about me in no particular order:
I am a museum of everything I have ever loved.
I have a constant battle with my brain, my heart and my pussy.
I know absolutely nothing about men.
I really love with all my heart & that’s gonna be my downfall.
I have to remember to protect my heart. No matter how kind someone is to me.
I think I may go back to being a bimbo. She kept me safe.
I don't hold grudges against people I once cared for. Not everyone was meant to stay. I've accepted that I'm not important to some people and to move on.
I love a firm, gentle grip around my neck. That grip does something to me. In a perfect way. Even better if you know the magic words. Bad thing is, not every man knows how.
I don't want to slow dance with you unless I initiate it. For some reason, men tend to think I like them if I slow dance with them. That will never be the case.
I'm an overthinker. I am full of flaws and contradictions, and everything else you probably don't want to deal with.
I played this game long enough to know better, but yet, I don't know better.
I have to stop being so trusting. Everyone on this game has lied or will lie. I'm guilty of this myself.
I've learned that time doesn't heal the hurt; it just softens it.
Music is one of my love languages.
I worship the Universe, the Sun, the Moon, and the Stars.
I still believe in Love. I hope love still believes in me.