I was born autistic, an Indigo child, and a psychic medium with Golden child potential.
I tend to look at time clocks when they display 11:11, 11:07, and 7:11.
I'm still a virgin and I haven't even kissed a girl yet. From July 7th or 8th 1996 until Christmas Day 2009 or 2010 I wasted my life trying to help my 1st love instead of living.
When I was 3 years old 1 day my brother got on a school bus to go to school and when he left I followed him on foot down the street. When I got to the 1st intersection I didn't know which way my brother went but I was thinking about how I'll be fine because my friends a guy and a girl with brunette colored hair are with me even though I can't see them. I was also thinking about how this world is to crazy to be real. I then felt which way the bus went and continued to follow where I felt that it went.
I eventually got to my brother's school and while I was outside I looked into the windows then when I found the classroom that my brother was sitting in I knocked on the window and yelled for him and waved at him. Everybody in the classroom turned their heads to look at me and my brother was really embarrassed at what I had done. The school called my mom and that is how I got back to her.
I had my 1st UFO experience when I was 6 years old and my benevolent extraterrestrial friends started visiting me in my dreams when I was 7 years old.
Right before my 7th Birthday I had a prophecy dream where in it I went to a mall and upstairs and in 1 specific store I bought the thing that I wanted and the salesperson was wearing a specific outfit. When my 7th Birthday came I went to a mall and before I went upstairs I started freaking out and telling my mom that I had a dream a little while ago of what was happening and that dream is coming true. When I seen the same salesperson wearing the same outfit they we're wearing in my dream I started to freak out even more.
In 2006 while on the way to a spiritual class in Camarillo, California that I was attending to for the 1st time I told the eternal love that I was with about my recurring prophecy dream where in it the 1st time I attend the spiritual class we have a group meditation. She didn't believe me and told me that they haven't had a group meditation in months. Shortly after we attended class our spiritual teacher famous local psychic Kristeen told us that we're going to have a group meditation and the eternal love that I was with was shocked at how I was right about it after all.
During the 1st class I attended to I learned that I have around 100 spirit guides and my eternal love that drove me to the class has around 300 spirit guides herself. Right after the group meditation everybody in class could see some truly amazing things in the candle lit room and they we're shocked when they could see with their own eyes my silver E.T. friend standing next to me.
During 1 of the spiritual classes I learned that I want to get married, have 6 kids, and to help raise our kids to be amongst the most loving beings.
I learned how to astral project on purpose at the online course astralweb.ws before the website disappeared. The "Little Jump Technique" works for me most of the time. The astralweb.ws website promoted their book "A Course in Astral Travel and Dreams by Belzebuub" (ISBN-13: 978-0974056036) and I have no idea if the "Little Jump Technique" is in the book. In 2007 while working at a Sears store in Colorado I just wanted to get away from the place so while working I thought about my 1st NDE and then I forced myself to copy what I was feeling during my 1st NDE and then I found myself in the astral plane. I repeated that over and over again and now I can leave My Earth Life at will and within 3 seconds on a good day.
My Favorite Quotes: "Any two adults who choose to enter into matrimony with the full understanding of what it means and what it will require of them should be allowed to marry and reap the rewards of that choice. This of course, applies to homosexuals as well, a point that most people are beginning to understand if not accept."
"...the day [in the future] will come when the inner light within will start to become noticeable and our thoughts and feelings start to venture further afield and we start noticing that the world within us and indeed around us has so much more to offer and so much more to learn from." ~http://www.futureofmankind.co.uk/Billy_Meier/Freedom_and_the_Ties_that_Bind
"The human already storms out into space, just as he pleases - with thundering and howling rockets. Exploding, they burst into the structure of the heavens and tear up the harmony of the spheres. At breakneck speed the Moon will be conquered, and then quickly the neighbouring planets, in order to prepare the way for the coming star travellers who want to steer through the primeval vastness in order to fathom the secrets of the enigmatic universe and stars. Often friendly and often cold, they shine down from the firmament when the night has descended over the Earth and has spread its dark, secretive veil out over the world. A world which already smoulders in high technology and further develops it at breakneck speed, always further and further, in order to achieve the best possible perfection. And this technology is created by humans - by humans who are indeed capable of perfecting the technology, controlling it and driving it towards its peak - but who, on the other hand, do not contain within them sufficient cognizance in order to generally guide the thoughts of the entire humanity along progressive paths by teaching that which is good and positive, in order to thereby create ultimate peace on the world and among the humans in accord with the sense of the laws of Creation. But they are not even in a position to create a peaceful co-existence among the peoples. And why not? Because they only know the way of mammon, of pleasure, of selfishness, of progress and, with that, technology, and for that reason they cast the laws of Creation out into the realm of fantasy. Self-evidently the taskmasters thereby function first and foremost because they embody the power and politics, as well as the religion, of their countries. And it is exactly these powers and politicians as well as bigwigs of religion who continually make wrong decisions and carry them out. Thus anybody who is manifestly in the right is continually oppressed and discriminated against." ~http://www.futureofmankind.co.uk/Billy_Meier/FIGU_Bulletin_061
"57)Bringing the joyful message of truth to those amongst you who are knowing or not-knowing and are connected to the truth or are not connected to it and who do good or bad deeds means love and joy, which should belong to all of you so that gardens of consonance (harmony) blossom in you and rivers of wisdom flow; and whenever you give from the fruits of your garden (knowledge) and from the waters of your rivers (wisdom) to people of your kind (human beings), you will say that you are passing on that what you have been taught by the wise ones and the prophets in accordance with the laws of the primal power (Creation), therefore you pass it on in the same way as it was given to you; and this leads to you finding yourselves as people of your kind (human beings) and becoming companions in order to care for your being yourself (being human) in purity and to dwell therein." ~http://www.futureofmankind.co.uk/Billy_Meier/Goblet_of_Truth
"232) Consider: Every person of your kind (human being) will feel the dying, but even during the time of your life you will receive the full reward for your thoughts and feelings, as well as for your deeds and your actions in their time, which becomes noticeable in your inner world (consciousness) and in your psyche as also in your thoughts and feelings; only whoever fulfils their life appropriately, as laid down in the teaching of truth of the wellspring of all life (Creation) by laws and recommendations, will be far from the fire of inner misery, woe and pain, and will verily achieve the true joys of existence without deceptive pleasure." ~Goblet of the Truth (Chapter 3)
"Human of Earth, wake up and destroy, within you, the chaos and the dogmatic wall of belief whose nature is religious, sectarian, false philosophical or false ideological in other ways, because only thereby can the truth grow out of you and penetrate undistorted into your consciousness as well as into your thoughts and feelings. Your thoughts and feelings as well as the psyche will then exultingly soar in unimagined happiness and joy, and happiness, freedom and harmony as well as peace and love will surge up within you and let you feel everything in such a way that it nearly goes beyond the boundaries of your understanding." ~http://www.futureofmankind.co.uk/Billy_Meier/What_the_Human_Seeks
"World peace always begins in small ways. The people of Earth can never create peace if they wage war in their own house and in their own personal surroundings. They must first create peace there and within themselves and then with their friends, relatives and acquaintances, and in their daily encounters within their profession and in their spare time. Efforts towards peace must begin in small circles and then continue in an outward expansion. This requires a unification in small ways without regard to the world situation and/or insidious occurrences." ~Billy Meier, And Still They Fly (2nd Edition)
"No life is able to exist without love and without the light of truth. However, no light is able to exist without love and truth, and no truth is able to exist without light and love. True love, is true BEING, and it is the everlasting warmth from the centre of Creation, which is described as true existence. Love is the highest principle of Creation, and through it, everything exists in absolute logic." ~http://www.futureofmankind.co.uk/Billy_Meier/Creation%27s_Love
"Dear People of the Earth, Pay attention to your thoughts, for they become feelings. Pay attention to your feelings, for these quickly become words, and these into actions as well as deeds. Deeds and actions however become habits, which form themselves quite quickly to the character, with which, through all these things, determines your destiny. 'Billy' Eduard Albert Meier, Semjase-Silver-Star-Center, April 9th, 2011, 10:55pm Liebe Menschen der Erde Achtet auf eure Gedanken, denn sie werden zu Gefühlen. Achtet auf eure Gefühle, denn diese werden schnell zu Worten und diese zu Taten sowie zu Handlungen. Handlungen und Taten aber werden zu Gewohnheiten, die gar schnell sich zum Charakter formen; durch den wieder bestimmt ihr in allen Dingen euer Schicksal. SSSC 9. April 2011, 22.55 h, Billy Translated by Rem Robinson on 12 July 2011."
"Even chains can never deprive you of your true inner freedom as well as your inner peace, of joy, happiness and harmony, if you do not shackle, bind and gag yourself in all your inner values through yourself." ~http://www.futureofmankind.co.uk/Billy_Meier/Sapere_Aude_(Dare_to_Exercise_Reason)
Inner Values Source
"Truly, life is struggle, a repetitive dispute within one's own self. There are always the current events in life that try to divert our attention and thoughts by pushing themselves into the foreground. However, without fail, true reason will always break forth. It does not matter whether it is drowned out by noise, covered up, distracted, overburdened, stuffed to the brim, true reason is always present, ready to break through the mound of confusion, even though it may be only a hint of a smile. A smile that stands above all else, invincible, sublime, observing man as he degrades himself, reducing himself to dust. The self of man is the most precious pearl, the greatest treasure, which he carries within himself, hidden in his innermost part, in his self - the philosopher's stone. It is silver and gold, but is not made of these metals; it speaks directly to man - but man rarely hears it. It is the eternal light, the light of all-great-time in all the obscurity and gloom surrounding man. It wants to make man the king - but man violates it. All of man's yearning for it causes him to search frantically outside himself. Yet, it is so near - within every single human being."
Being Oneself Source
"Very many human beings are not themselves because they adopt as their own the thoughts, feelings and machinations of others, whereby they degenerate to anger, joylessness, hate, sorrow and worries, etc. Generally, the human being does not understand that when he is raked over by others with bad words and actions, absorbs these in himself and makes them his own, he is not himself anymore, but he becomes an imitation of one who causes him harm or damage in any form. Truly, distance must be taken from this imitation because, fundamentally, the thoughts, feelings and machinations of harming, ill, and damaging intent are not the concern of those human beings who are subjected to the aggression, but they are alone the concern of malevolent people, antagonists and self-proclaimed enemies, etc. And since everything is a concern of antagonists, a matter needing urgency is that thoughts, feelings, words and machinations, etc., created by antagonists are not absorbed and made one's concern, as the opposite unfortunately is the case for many, in which the human being is not himself anymore, but he turns into the imitation of one who provokes unrest, strife, hate and slander, etc. But to not let these unworthy things get to himself and in order for him to not dwell on anger, sorrow, worries and hate, there is only one possibility for the attacked human being, which consists in that his own thoughts and feelings are directed on not taking seriously the aggression of antagonists and always being clear to himself and saying to himself, the thoughts and feelings of hate, the hostility, the ill words and the slander and machinations are alone the concern of antagonists but not his own. Thus, it means: All attacks and problems of any kind of hostile-minded people are not my concern but solely and alone theirs, with which they damage themselves, with which they themselves must cope."
"If the human being wants to be himself, then he must exercise no hostility, in fact, not even against his most wicked enemies and antagonists. If firstly the attacks and problems, etc., of antagonists are not considered as his own concern and are turned away as such to the attackers, then it is considered as more progressive form to peacefully confront the antagonists. This is to be done in such a way that they are kindly, lovingly and peacefully met, and also that during frequent and as-daily-as-possible opportunities, wishes of love and blessings are mentally and feelingly sent to them. This, on the one hand, prevents hostility towards the antagonists themselves from building up, and on the other hand, through this develops a valuable self-protection that prevents particularly evil thoughts and feelings and thereby malice, hate or the need for revenge, etc., from developing. The entire thing in fact has such an effect that, in general, everything has a beneficial impact on his own personality and on his own character and, out of that, a completely neutral-positive balanced attitude builds up."
"How the human being thinks, thus he lives, and how the human being lives, thus he thinks; and what the human being thinks, that he is. This ancient wisdom is confirmed in the world of thoughts and feelings and in the actions of the human being. And if he truly and consciously tries to regard self-proclaimed enemies and antagonists, etc., only as human beings and not as enemies and antagonists and not to adopt their attacks and problems as his own but to turn these away to the creators, to simultaneously cultivate loving and peaceful thoughts for them, then all hostility fades, then only loving fellow human beings and friends, but never enemies, remain at the end of his life."
"18. "Those who have acquired sufficient wisdom and live according to the laws, permit not even the slightest harming of creatures, when they are without fault." ~http://www.futureofmankind.co.uk/Billy_Meier/The_Talmud_of_Jmmanuel_-_Laws_and_Proverbs
"142. Life is a teaching of the spirit for the spirit." ~http://www.futureofmankind.co.uk/Billy_Meier/Contact_Report_11
"146. The lack of the spiritual, for which it is worth living, or the need for a practical life philosophy and life psychology in the present time is often responsible for the crisis in the lives of human beings and in their concerns." ~http://www.futureofmankind.co.uk/Billy_Meier/Contact_Report_11
"157. If the Earth human being now finally recognizes and acknowledges this truth, completely frees himself from all religions, sects, and other erroneous teachings and their delusional imaginations and finally aligns himself with the spiritual and creational laws, then he has triumphed." ~http://www.futureofmankind.co.uk/Billy_Meier/Contact_Report_11
"158. Only the truth is serviceable and brings the human being progress; religion, erroneous teachings, and sectarianism, however, are unserviceable to the human being and throw him back into the deepest darkness." ~http://www.futureofmankind.co.uk/Billy_Meier/Contact_Report_11
"Religions and sects sow hatred and separation of the people among themselves, and they drive their believers, enslaved ones, and fanatics into harming, abusing, fighting, and eradicating those of other beliefs. Since ancient times, religions and sects do not create peace, freedom, harmony, and love, but rather animosity, anger, quarrel and rage, as well as blind fury, racial hatred, hatred against other faiths, bondage, dependence, servitude, slavery, war and strife, distress, misery, sorrow, anxiety and fear, delusional faith, superiority over other people, autonomy, and many, many other serious evils, through which murder and mayhem prevail among the Earth people. Through the insanity of the religions and sects, it has been determined since time immemorial as to what lives are worth living, namely only those who belongs to one’s own religion or sect, while everything else is heathenistic, damnable, and worthy of eradication. Through their dogmas, delusional beliefs, and fanaticism, the religions and sects determine the insanity and the inhumanity of making war upon and exploiting those of other faiths. It is even determined as to who owns the goods, the property, and the country and as to what nations and what States have a right to live or not. Religions and sects determine the existence or nonexistence of people, nations, and States. And religions and sects are the most powerful and most dangerous means of power and force, as well as of the wars, the capital, the exploitation, and the deception of the people. In the foreground, they preach love and peace, but in the background, they create, demand, and promote murder and mayhem, robbery and terrorism against those of other faiths, in order to bring their own religion or sect to power, no matter how much human blood flows and is shed and no matter how much pain, sorrow, grief, distress, and misery, as well as hatred and terrorism develop again by this. However, almost no person wants to hear or know these truths because the real truth is not in demand but only lies and deceit, swindling and fraud, as well as deception. These worthless ones are the ones to whom people give their attention and their faith. Thus, it happens that every prophet or every prophetess of the truth is banished to the desert, where they can no longer be heard. And in fact, it is also the case that those who announce the effective truth become designated as sectarians by their critics and enemies and become attacked, slandered, and denigrated. And this, even though between a sectarian or sect and a prophet or prophetess, there is such a huge difference in the effective truth, which should actually be recognized by a rational person. But obviously, the critics and enemies are devoid of any reason in this regard. They only practice criticism and slander, in order to assert themselves for the sake of material rewards, for they are hostile to the truth or the truth simply does not penetrate into the brains of the critics or slanderers due to their own arrogance. One reason for this may be that their reason and intellect are not strong enough, so the real truth cannot be recognized. But there are still many other reasons for this, and enumerating them all would probably fill books." ~http://www.futureofmankind.co.uk/Billy_Meier/Contact_Report_118
"But the truth is that neither we nor any other Earth-foreigners exercise the role of the bringers of salvation. Neither we nor others bring teachings of salvation to the Earth and, thus, to the Earth people, for any teaching of salvation is of a religious and sectarian nature and only serves to make those who believe therein dependent and enslaved, in order to subjugate them, to exploit them, and also to cause them to remain faithful to the relevant religion or sect. In addition, each teaching of salvation is designed to drive the believers and those who are enslaved into erroneous teachings and into the mistaken belief that all their offenses, wrong life-styles, and injustices, as well as the harming of fellow human beings, can receive lenient treatment and can easily be forgotten, and thus, they would be forgiven by the bringers of salvation." ~http://www.futureofmankind.co.uk/Billy_Meier/Contact_Report_118
"Angst, horror, terror, hate and revenge always sell well, while the truth appears too banal and therefore appears uninteresting as well as not worth knowing. Only the fantastic and unreal find a place in the interests of Earth humans." ~http://www.futureofmankind.co.uk/Billy_Meier/Contact_Report_441
"Earth humans, so I am able to say, are pathologically autocratic and incorrigible, which is why they must first suffer enormous damage, before they see reason and open up their ears and senses to warnings. And if they do not do this, then destruction will one day be their fate. Slowly however systematically Earth humans destroy anything and everything in life, in nature and in the climate on Earth, consequently already the continuous process of all around destruction in every respect now only is to be halted with very drastic measures." ~http://www.futureofmankind.co.uk/Billy_Meier/Contact_Report_476
"only now in the new millennium everything gets even worse, because nature will revolt even more mightily against your environment-destroying insanity and will reach a scale equal to the primeval times of the Earth." ~http://www.futureofmankind.co.uk/Billy_Meier/Human_being_of_the_Earth
"An ancient prediction speaks of women who, in the third millennium, will come into power and will create peace, freedom, love and harmony; subsequently men will be forced to relinquish their despotic rule they have kept for thousands of years. Truly a very pleasant prediction but it will bring disadvantages in the beginning because at first, women will come into powerful positions who are just as overbearing and idiotic as those "gentlemen" who bask in their power and create wars, terrorize the people and look for humble and submissive idiots who will be in bondage to them. At first, only a few women in the world will take the rudder as "mothers of the new millennium" and later, little by little, the real true mothers will step forward and will lead the world toward peace, freedom, love, order and harmony. Unfortunately it is true in this respect too, that all the beginnings are difficult and "false mothers" will at first take the rudder, until the "true mothers of the millennium" will take the destiny of mankind into their hands and create a world in which fear of misery, suffering and wars will be gone as well as greed for power and injustice which the mighty power of men had forced upon mankind of earth for thousands of years with their greed for power and control and in their overbearing behaviour." ~http://www.futureofmankind.co.uk/Billy_Meier/FIGU_Bulletin_046
Who I'd like to meet:
My favorite types of friends whom you will read about in my "About me:" and in some of "MY BLOGS". ^_^